Nothing..

Wow, it's been a while. Well this title is pretty much self explanatory. Nothing has really happened since the last time I posted. I've lost nothing, gained nothing, done nothing. My eating hasn't been horrible, but pretty bad, especially today. The scale still says 100, but my body says differently. I look fatter, but maybe that's just in my head. I haven't really had any inspiration to get everything into gear again. I think I need to start posting more often.. that seems to help.

So I've never really mentioned this, but I think I have this medical problem called P.A.T. I forgot what it stands for, but it's a heart condition where my heart beats are way to high per minute. Caffeine and sugar cause my beats to rise, it makes me almost faint, and not be able to breathe. In a way I kind of like it because it makes me not eat so much sugar and food for that matter. I read online that a high thyroid is a cause too meaning my body doesn't gain weight a lot. I got tested for thyroid and it says it wasn't too high or too low, but I think it can fluctuate. So it's kind of a good thing. I won't know if I have it until the middle of March, but I have been having the symptoms for a long time. It's not a disease that can kill or damage, so that's good.

For the most part, I feel pretty good. I'm not happy with my body at all, but it's not really bugging me right now. Sometimes I have these phases where I don't really care about my body. I mean I do, but it's not like "Omg, I have to stop eating." I know I will go back to that because I always do, but I like this feeling of content. I still try to do good everyday, but for the past month I've been eating pretty much whatever I want. I know it needs to stop though. I want to get this all together again, and at the same time, I don't. I'm going to though. I want to be 90lbs now! Summer is coming up in like 3 months and I am NOT going to be a fatass like I was last year. Last summer was so miserable. I never wanted to do anything. I always wanted to stay inside because I was so disgusted with my body. I don't want to have to be ashamed of it this summer!

This blog really does get me THinspired :)
Pun intended! Haha, I'm dumb.
Oh, by the way, 7 followers! I'm happy!

Stay strong girls!
-Kinsey<3