Sunday, November 15.

So, I lied. Yesterday, I went out to eat with my family and of course, I couldn't resist and I ate. It was pretty much all carbs. Disgusting. I did terrible today too. I went to my boyfriend's house and he made a pizza and it looked so good and I ate it, then I had some poptarts. Oh, so while I was over there I wanted some ice cream and he didn't have any so he went to 7-11 to go get me some. Pathetic, I know. I wasn't going to go with him because I wanted to blog really fast, but I went anyways. I feel guilty for blogging when I don't do good. That's why I like having one. (Even though no one reads it. It just feels better to get my thoughts out.) It makes me want to do better, so I can talk about how I've lost weight and ate good.

I'm FED UP with myself. I cannot do this anymore. I have been doing this forever now, and it IS going to stop. This next week I'm going to eat all fruit (including smoothies and yogurt), vitamin water (the 10 calories per serving ones) and diet green tea. This whole week I AM going to eat ONLY those things, and nothing else.

I will not give in.

-Kinsey