I'm still alive and still fat!

So I haven't posted in forever and to all of my 10 followers that I love, I am sorry! My life has been so busy these past couple months! A couple weeks ago, I tried out for varsity pom and I made it! I'm happy, although it is very stressful and very tiring. I love the fact that I'm running, dancing, and working out, but the thing is I have to eat lunch now. I usually have a granola bar-180 and tons of wheat thins-too much and after I come home I think I can eat whatever I want. Also, muscle weighs more than fat and I'm so terrified to step on the scale again even though I haven't for about 2 months now, which is NOT good! I'm just ready for June when I only go to dance once a week and I can start not eating alot! I'm sick of this "I need protein and carbs all the time" shit. Ugh. My eating has NOT been good lately at all, but it doesn't really look like it since I've been running and working out non stop. Oh, one amazing thing is that on Mondays and Thursdays I have dance after pom so I never have time to eat! Well I do on Mondays kind of, but Thursdays I have to go straight to dance from pom and I don't get home til 9:30 and I refuse to eat that late. Well I don't have much time to type more because I need to get my sleep, ugh. Well I'm sorry I haven't posted in forever! I just never have the time to anymore! But I am going to try to as much as possible! Because this blog really helps me to get motivated. Well stay strong girls! Summer is coming!

<3Kinsey